a reason for it all

i just wanted to get events and feelings down on something somewhere, this seemed like a pretty good place to start.

first things first. aquamatangelo is a color. light brown of sorts. not sure on the spelling but that's what it is

psyche quintessence: the dictionary definition.

pysche means;
1.Classical Mythology. a personification of the soul, which in the form of a beautiful girl was loved by Eros.
2.(lowercase) the human soul, spirit, or mind.
3.(lowercase) Psychology, Psychoanalysis. the mental or psychological structure of a person, esp. as a motive force.
4.Neoplatonism. the second emanation of the One, regarded as a universal consciousness and as the animating principle of the world.
5.a female given name.

quintessence is;
1.the pure and concentrated essence of a substance.
2.the most perfect embodiment of something.
3.(in ancient and medieval philosophy) the fifth essence or element, ether, supposed to be the constituent matter of the heavenly bodies, the others being air, fire, earth, and water.